Gloomy Day

Today I went to Danicia's house earlier than usual. We need to meet up Ms. Kala for the Zone and District English Debate Competition. This IS serious! One mistake and you'll be complained like shit... =.= This time things worked upside-down. We are the timekeepers for the debate (tomorrow is Dannie, and then the day after tomorrow is me!) and we need to countdown the time this round! Which is totally different from the past Debate Competition! Yeekz! O.o! I hope I can cope with it then... Wish me good luck.

Everything went fine today but not until Chemistry lesson. Before that, Dannie was being scolded innocently by our Maths teacher. O.o! Just because she answered her question wrongly and she needs to stand for so long. Actually this is because previously the teacher was frustrated that Sheau Wen didn't pay attention in class and answered it wrongly. But this doesn't mean that she can just yell at other people right?! I don't get her... =.= Of course, things got moody from there... Thanks to the teacher who simply yell at innocent students...

Obviously, Dannie's mood changed. I understand why. It wasn't fair! Like these days ma parents wanted to get through me about the incidents happened recently among us. But still it's unfair! I don't get it! Why should we pay respect to someone who doesn't respect you in the first place? I think that everybody, no matter elder or younger are still humans! There's nothing to differentiate unless you are something not human! Ha... Just don't get it... Anyway, adults just like giving excuses to push everything to us... Unfair, unfair...!

(Back to the topic)
In the Chemistry lab, Dannie sat further away from me. I thought she doesn't wanted to talk to me anymore. Plus, I didn't wanna interrupt her from her Chemistry Lab Report homework. That's why I kept quiet. I was puzzled to see her suddenly so close to Jia Joe and Hooi Nee, which happened once in a blue moon! O.o! I looked at her, but she ignored me. I guessed she really doesn't wanna talk...

I tried to start a conversation but don't know what to say. So before school ends, I told her that I wanted to go to the library to return the books. At first she couldn't hear it, I laughed, but she just gave me a smile. Then I repeated my sentence, she nodded. "What can I do to know what you were thinking, Dannie?" I was thinking about it in my heart.

After the school dismissal bell rang, everybody rushed out the classroom. Dannie needs to throw the rubbish today, so I waited for her. When she was done packing up then she walked out, not waiting for me. I sped up my footsteps. I don't know what to say, just mere silence between us. I think she knew, when she's gloomy, I won't talk and let her calm herself down and open her heart to me, tell me everything.

Time passed and still Dannie stayed gloomy, and me waiting for her to talk. We couldn't make up our mind where to eat. I showed my purse to Dannie that I don't have money. She remained not talking and just using sign language to communicate with me. I was kinda sad actually. I don't know what had happened and the first time I felt so clueless and helpless.

Finally, we decided to go to Bucket Shop to have our lunch. I don't have any money to eat, so I was waiting for the Money Tree (my brother) to come and 'rescue' my hunger. Dannie spoke, she said she can lend me some money. I declined the offer, 'cause I was afraid this will spoil the whole atmosphere between us. Plus, I don't want to owe her money.

After that, we remained silence again. We read our books we borrowed from the library. My brother came, she was a little lightened, as you know my brother is the funny guy. I was waiting for food and then suddenly Dannie stood up and said she needs to leave. So I just waved her goodbye and she was gone... I knew something had happened, but just I don't know how to let her tell me.

Until just now, she text me. Everything was just a misunderstanding. Haha! XD We laughed at ourselves, being so thoughtful about each other. And her blog wrote about it too. Haha! XD This is funny~! As usual, we always resolved our fights or misunderstandings. Hehe! ^^

Here's a message for Dannie:
Dear Dannie,
I'll never hate you except for last year that you didn't tell me about the whole thing about MH & BH. I thought you hid something from me. That's the only thing that made us apart since we knew each other. And this made the whole class kept crapping about me too. But thanks to you that I realized not everything you must tell me. Everyone has secrets to keep. This is what I have learned from Si Chia. She made me realize how selfish am I.

And if you have anything just tell me. Like today's incident, you could just talked to me about it. Please trust me as your best friend ok? Love you Dannie. ^^

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