Rich VS Poor

As usual, a wake up call from my parents starts my day. Everything is really usual, I got to accept my punishment for using RM100+ for my phone for 2 months. At least today I just got to sweep the floor. Haha! Although it's just a simple housework, I sweat a lot, since my house is two sotries high. ==

Things went so usually until we went for lunch. Mum, brother and I ordered the same food in a hawker center at Sungai Pinang. My brother ordered another plate of noodles over. After a short wait, a little girl, approximately 4 years old served my brother the noodles. My mum smiled at her, it's like she never showed that to me before.

I admit she is cute, but, that smile, it's a different meaning. She said we are living in a very good surrounding. Who doesn't know that?! I mean! What the hell! I knew that ok?! It's like she thinks that we don't know how good we are living... ==

What I think is that, they want us to be like them. Well, even thought they explained to me the whole lunch time, I still think that they just want us to be like them anyway. That's what they wanted most. A useable and a good child. Hate it! Makes me want to be a bad girl more... Just don't understand what we are thinking and hope we can understand what they are saying or what they hope...

Anyway, I'm going out from next omnth onwards. My hair won't stop me from that anymore. Maybe I will wear some Lolitas for some outing. So stay alert if you want to to see me wearing it... (which is not what I'm hoping for... ==) By the way, November 1st I'm going to my primary school's gathering, see you guys there~ ^^

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