In your face! 8D

Hi peeps. It has been a long time writing here. I'm having finals this week actually. But something great just happened! 8D

I was actually studying for finals with a guy friend. We walked into Borders to find a place to just sit down and study. And guess what, I saw the guy I used to like during my high school years and Danicia! Fyi, they are in a relationship now.

I didn't notice them until he waved at me and yeah, finally get to let him see that I'm now a changed person. I'm no longer the ugly duckling I used to be. Feel good showing him that I'm better now.

The both of them misunderstood that I'm in a relationship with my best guy friend. Well it's fine since my friend doesn't mind that. Plus I can make the both of them think that I have such an awesome "boyfriend". :P

So glad that I decided to make myself pretty. Thanks to my best guy friend who keep on pushing me and supporting me along the way. :D

BEST DAY EVER!! 8DDDD

Post Respoding Dannie's Recent Blogpost

Hey Dannie. Saw your blog. It was interesting especially the poster you disgned for Phor Tay Doomsaday. :D to tell you the truth, I thought it wasa real poster for the event organized by our school when I first saw it! LOL. And when i continued reading till the 3rd paragraph then I realised that it was what you created. I'm really a dumb dumb, am I not? =,=...

Oh yes, it's really a doomsday in our school, I totally agree to that. We got to cut our hair like olden days' Chinese school jerky students. D: Yes, and now we are famous for our exotic hairstyle, exotic indeed... 'Cause it was the type of hairstyle you can only find it on the early 20th century's school magazines (if the school still has it). It's easy to recognize Phor Tay students now. Yes, the ones with the helmet-head hairstyle or the ones with center parting and their hair put behind their ears with pin each side. This is our representitive hairstyle. Sighs...

Oh ya, the horoscope on your post was... I can't find a word to describe it either... =,=... You seemed happy when you were typing that, aren't you? Although yours might be a little too bad... I'm sure you were smiling evily behind the screen when you were typing mine. Come on Dannie, it isn't that I don't want to do something about it. It's just too embarrassing. What if you were me? Will you do the same thing? I don't think so right? Unless suddenly you became so bold like that day... You really made me jaw-dropped when you ran to call for him you know? D: I was stunned that's why I stayed on the spot, didn't move. Anyway, I don't think my love for him will blossom ok? It's impossible in terms of rank, age and height. He won't like me either. I just know, this is a one-sided love, which I really don't want to admit. But still if there's still hope, I still want him to look a me as a girl. =) Ah... How I wish that he is reading this post... ^///^

Haha! Dannie, they were treating you friendly that day alright? They seldom laugh at you though. You should just appreciate being that moment's dumb dumb (I emphasize this 'cause I'm the all-time dumb dumb... =,=). Be happy about it~ XingLong should be there on that day. He'll laugh his ass off I guess. :D

Ok, I'll write some happenings recently then since I'm posting right now, 'cause I don't know when I'll think about writing a post in the future. :D Yes yes, it's him again - the bastard XingLong! I was really fated to practice with him! And it was suffering... -__-... Ugh...! Damn him! I really hope he can see that how frustrated am I from this post! Unfortunately he doesn't know about my blog... Somehow, I feel "thank goodness". I was being bullied badly when he was there. I know my feelings for him is complicated... It's like love and hate. Can I explaine in the theory of Chemistry - partially dissociates? Like sometimes you don't want to stick with him and sometimes you wanted to combine with him so badly.

Next thing about him is some kind of Yin-Yang philosophy... There's a little bad in the good and there's a little good in the bad. He corrected my L-stand, which is a good thing 'cause it's difficult for your senior to correct you in a class of more than 10 students there. So, I was grateful about that. And, he noticed me~ kyaha~! pyon~~~♥♥♥♥ (I know it's not what he meant, it's just my wild imagination...) Ok, until now I thought of the next thing happened, this feeling I had just now had gone far far away. He was still acceptable when he taught me while the class was still on going. After lesson (the part when I said Dannie being bold), he was totally wild! He was holding a cane and teaching me the stances but I still don't get what he was really saying. I almost got hit by the freakish "death scythe" 'cause of saying I need time to go home and think through it. D: So, isn't it like the Yin-Yang philosophy?

The recent one - My mum went interview him on how to participate the national or state taekwondo competition. Then he was sniling while answering my mum, and that moment I knew it! He was enjoying it! Seeing me so helpless and desperate! I just knew it! And yes, as expected, he came laughing at me... =,=... Indeed, I was really annoyed by that! How can he just laughed at me?! I'm still an ammatuer in this field alright?! Damn him!! And then my mum continued interviewing master this time. Now... Even worse. Master, XingLong, KaiSheng and KaiWen just laughed at me on the spot when I was paying my fees with Dannie, 'cause of that bastard saying stuff that I couldn't deny. Hmph!! That was one hell of humiliation that day... I even tried to stay away from him but guess what, he still came laughing at me!! How possible can I not be angry and annoyed?!! For your info, he laughed at me until I got into the car... I was really annoyed!!! DX

Ok, that's it for the happenings of me and him for now... Let's see what's going to happen next... Is it interesting or frightening? I wonder... Anyway, I'm looking forward. One day I must chase till the same level as XingLong. Just so he wait! Hmph! Oh ya, by the way, we, BBR might be performing for the next Youth Jam '11, which is next year. Please look forward to it and support us~ Thank you~ Lastly, DAMN YOU XING LONG!!!!!!!!

1st BBR outing @ Bon Odori

Sorry for the late posting. I went to Times Square with Ange before moving on to Bon Odori. I was wearing a set of not-so-exagerating lolita suit. LOL. :D I don't wanna look damn weird there. Fyi, I'm a very easily get embarrassed and I don't like to be weird although I wanna wear something weird 'cause it's nice! From there we met up with Xueling, KhuiChing and YanYun. Oh ya, I knew some new friends from Ange too. ^^ Thx Ange.

Later we went to Prangin Mall and we were so bored that we went off to Bon Odori before them. Guess what, we saw Nick again! WTH?! Why everytime when I'm with Ange he'll appear?! Ange said that too! And we went on the same bus! It was like... -__-...

We reached Esplanade quite early. The sun was still hanging in the sky but it was almost time for its down fall. We went to the beachside. Of course, Ange snapped lots of photos, as usual. :D Until around 8pm, we met up with MeiChern, Ange's best friend then Kara and Haruki. ^^ Everybody reached~! Kara and Haru's yukata were really gorgeous! Plus they themselves look gorgeous enough so people around went round them and snapping like their super models. :D I'm so happy to have such gorgeous friends too! Btw, Kara likes my lolita, as she fancies lolita too. :D Haru's a little quiet 'cause we aren't really familiar with each other yet. And suddenly we saw Zac! So here are some photos of us.

I looked weird. Everyone looked gorgeous~ :D

I looked suck!! But this is the only photo with Zac in there! And 'cause we need to squeeze everybody in a small camera lense, Kara said to Ange, 'You should go to the front. You're small.' And the rest of us is like laughing all over! BAHA!!!! :D Credits to Kara~ And hope Ange don't mind about it 'cause Kara said she said in a good manner. :P

Kara & me. ^^ She wanna snap with me one 'cause she likes the lolita I'm wearing. :D

Damn! Everything is just so memorable! I just missed last Saturday. ^^ Thanks Ange, Kara, Haru and Zac! You guys are the best!! :D

Oh ya, and I'm sorry that I said Haru was being quiet. I shouldn't have push things that fast ince we are still not that familiar with each other. I'm sorry for being a wannabe. ): Forgive me my pals... And thx to Ange. She made me realised what I've done. I really appreciate everything you guys gave me. BBR forever! Cheers~ =D

P.S. : I didn't meet Dannie there but with Yi-Wenn and Ming Yee. And my bro saw YiChing with a guy! :O!!! And my bro's friends said that I look more like my bro's elder sister. T^T!!!!

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My Belated B'day Celebration

Hey everybody. My b'day just passed not long ago. Now turns out that is my buddies b'day. Haha! XD I'm the queen of July~ no doubt~ 'cause I'm always the one who celebrates my b'day first in the month of July. ^^. That, thanks to mum for giving birth to me on that day.

I celebrated my b'day with family on Saturday at Sushi King@E-gate. Luckily I didn't see anyone that I know or I dislike... -__-... Btw, here are some photos of my celebration, just for fun~

My left over Unagi Set. Haha! XD

Actually that's a left-over unagi piece from my dad. Somehow I'm touched of it 'cause it's quite a long time not feeling the warmth from my parents since they are very busy with their new business. I didn't touch it, I gave it back to my dad. And btw, there's a guy in red shirt that day kept looking at me which made me couldn't eat properly... -__-... Anyway, thanks to my family to celebrate my b'day with my favourite food although it's damn expensive!

And yes, thanks to everybody who wished me. The most unexpected thing is... Ming wished me too! Well, actually he forgot to wish me until i remind him. But I'm happy that he still remember when is my b'day. I didn't remind him of that though. As for Jin... He just forgets everything 'cause he has too many exes... -__-... I don't give a damn about this guy!

Ah yes... About elmo... I don't know why but recently he seemed matured. He seldom smile during lesson... And who knows... He somehow just BAHA in the middle of the lesson. I guess his mood is back to a good condition. Finally, I know how old is he! Haha! XD he's damn funny when he's talking about his age~! Btw, he just touched me! T-T... Well, Dannie said it's necessary totouch me to teach me, but! He doesn't need to give me a personal teaching right?! There are bunch of people who don't know how to do it, why must he just teach me alone?! I don't get him! Somehow I told Sky about this and he said he likes me and I love him?! WTH! No way!

Conclusion, happy b'day to me and GET LOST ELMO!!!!

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Happy B'day to me!

Today is my birthday~! Haha! XD! Damn happy about it~! My friends wish me too~ The thing is... The thing I wanted it to happen most didn't came true... I wanted Ming to wish me happy birthday since 12am till now, but seems like it'll never happen now. Hehe. But still I'm happy with my friends without him.

In midnight Dannie was the one who wished me first, which is expected~ haha! XD! You've been spotted Dannie~ XD! Here, I would like to write down what happened today 'cause it's memorable and kinda touched by my friends' wishes. TvT...

Today I went to school as usual. Before going to school I had the tastiest food in Bayan Baru Market~ which suits for a birthday girl, isn't it? XP~ I'm glad that my friends still remember my birthday, especially for those who just transferred to our school. I really thank you guys for remembering it although I said it last Friday. I didn't expect you guys to remember either, honestly. XD! The most touching today is... I gotta thanks to Siti first. I really didn't expect her to wish me Happy Sweet 16 though. I thought you are with the gang who don't have the intention to wish me. And thanks to Hooi Lin too. You guys really made my day 'cause it's really so unexpected! Hey, Dannie, better gimme something good though~ Someone had made me touched~! Haha! XD! Kidding~ Nothing can compare to your kitty birthday song u sent to me. XD! LOL!

After school I ate Indian Fried Noodles... What a lousy birthday lunch! But at least at school it's better with 4 empty periods before the recess~! XD! By the way, we saw someone who looked like Spider at Super Tanker! o__o!!!!!! Luckily I noticed that guy's with her girl from our school, who I knew... If not it's DOOM! I don't wish to see Spider like that... If he is, I'll be really really very disappointed... Really, honestly. I''' maybe even cry in front of him. I don't wish a guy that I wanted to be friends with to be like that- rude boy type.

When I walked back from home, a puppy followed me! XD!!!!! I was so excited! But somehow that puppy almost made me had an accident... -__-... But it's ok, it's still a puppy so I won't blame that puppy. It followed me all the way into the apartment and the guard chased it out... How pity... T^T...!

Anyway, I hope I'll have the best for my every birthday. This birthday, my wish is... To make friends with the Black Belt Gang. ^^. Don't be shocked though, I really want to be friends with them.

Ya, and Happy Birthday~

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School Days With You + the 'Black-Belt Gang' ^^

Today I woke up later than usual! >< Aiyo~ All 'cause I wanted to sleep longer and hope I won't wake up from my sweet sleep and when I opened my eyes in a shcoked manner, the clock showed 7.15am! Yeekz!!! D: And ZhiKang texted me and I didn't reply for quite a long time there. I picked up my phone and ran around the house like crazy snuts! Then my mum need to fetch my dad at his colleague's house. Luckily I still managed to rush to school. I was lucky to meet Danicia too~ However, we both got yelled by our assistant headmistress... =.= Well, sometimes even if you're lucky you can't avoid some other stuff... =.=

Anyway, we just sat down for a few minutes and then we went back to class. Thanks to that stupid discipline teacher that we need to sit down again and stand up quietly. Ya,she emphasized the word 'QUIETLY'! She's so damn annoying. =.=

Everything went on nicely 'cause we had a lot of free time before recess. Physics lesson for me is like a free period to talk and have fun. The teacher doesnt care about me anyway... She doesn't like me 'cause my Physics is damn lousy... And, Chinese teacher was absent so we were damn happy about it~ If not we need to copy those sample essay again... And today we had 2 periods of Chinese, this is great! XD After this is Modern Maths lesson, which I didn't get to talk but just sit there doing other stuff... ( I don't pay attention in class... Never! ) Dannie let me doddle on her paper she teared out from her little notebook. Haha! XD I doodled all the members of the 'Black-Belt Gang'~ Haha! XD Oh my god! It seems like I was so into drawing them until I drew so many for Dannie. Dannie took home a huge 'poster' of a Spider, a full page of Spec Boy's doodle and Spider's too~ Haha! XD I was imagining what if we distributed to the whole Taekwondo class? XD They will be doom for sure man~!

The frustrated thing is the baboon! She just saw Dannie and shrieked when the whole 4SA was going to the Physics lab. And even recess also she couldn't stpo shrieking! The worst thing is Dannie and the baboon saw each other eye to eye. She was like wanting to challenge Dannie, but of course Dannie won~! Dannie's stare is always that scary that no one can stand it for long. Haha! XD And then baboon went off and shrieked. When she came back and went upstairs she also shrieked something. Well, for now obviously she don't dare to shriek in front of any of us.

Guesss what, we asked JiaJoe about this baboon. She said she seldom talks to her, but now is like totally don't try to talk. She said last time she was a better person, but maybe after mixing with those 'people' she changed, entirely! See baboon? People hate you! So don't try to act all cool there alright?! =P

Finally, school dismissed~! We got to meet up with NyuekTheng~ Great! Long time not seeing her either. I sensed that nowadays she was avoiding us somehow... We walked until Super Tanker and we seperated there 'cause Dannie and I were going to have our lunch at Gateway Cafe. Luckily we didn't see the baboon suddenly appear in front of us. I wonder how she will appear so sudden sometimes, maybe she dropped from the tree of what... XD

We went there and the waitress asked us to wait for the chef and the ice. Aikz... =.= So Dannie used the time to do her Sivic homework. Luckily it didn't took us long. We ate Pattaya and drank Red Bean Milk~ As usual... We chatted about the 'Black-Belt Gang' again. Haha! XD Sometimes I wonder why do we have so many things to say about them. They really made our day sometimes. I admit they made our Taekwondo Days more interesting and hilarious. Haha! XD Actually there's not a lot of things to talk aout them either. Almost everyday we talked the same thing about them again and again, but still it's funny when we recall, or somehow dig up our memmories?

We talked about them until we forgot the time. When Dannie looked at her watch it was already almost 4pm! Yeekz!!!! >< That's why there were so many Phor Tay students came into the shop to eat too! What the heck?! And today both of us supposed to go home earleir than usual. Oh sucks! I can be home before 4pm but I'm worry for Dannie. I still haven't text her and asked about it... I think I should text her right now. =.=

Anyway, it was a day full of excitement and sudden-attacks! O.o! By the way, I read Dannie's blog. There's nothing thanks about, Dannie. I'm ready to be by your side always ok? Take care~!

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April's Over- The First Happy Post

As you see my previous post, I wrote about the busy April life I'm going to live. Now, it's all over. ^^ There are the ups and the downs of course. But, I managed to face everything till the end of April.

Well, the beginning of April I was rushing for my Public Speaking, which is important to me, 'cause it's representing the school. Unfortunately, Ms. Jaine had chosen Charissa for the Allocation. I was kinda disappointed actually, but still I was happy for Charissa. ^^ Since the day Ms. Jaine chose us for the competition, we became friends although I don't really like to mix with prefects. XP

On the very day of our school's Sport's Day, Charissa went for the competition. Unfortunately she didn't have a victorious ending for it. XP Whereas me, I was kinda angry that day 'cause I thought Dannie left me alone and went to Katrina's side. Actually, it was just all misunderstandings. Maybe I was jealous back there... XP

During this whole April I was playing Scrabble with Dannie! I almost gone insane by playing it every week! 囧！！！！！！

Throughout the month, here comes Taekwondo examination. I was very confident that I'll get my yellow belt, but who the heck knows that Master straight let me go for the exam with Wei Loon who was a green belt! 囧！！！！！！！！ I was frightened, totally! You can ask Dannie about it. My face went pale and emotionless. It was a big shock! In my heart, there's fear and only fear! I didn't know what to do and just do what I could remember! I did my Kwon-hyo wrongly, obviously! After the exam, I sat down at a corner and caught my breath. But still I was so frightened that my legs went soft and jellified!

Lastly, the tournament... *ta-dah...* I don't like MRSM! They kept pushing people during sparring! HATE IT!!!!!!! I thought I didn't win anything, but who knows, I got bronze for individual sparring and silver for team sparring, thanks to Ms. Red Belt, Clarissa and Vernicia. ^^ By the way, Clarissa got the best female student under 12 big trophy~~~~!!!! Thanks to Clarissa who make CEC glorious~! XDDDDD Unfortunately she went back earleir, if not she will be known throughout the whole SPU group.

And guess what, I got triple promoted~! Haha! XD Now green tip but still need to stand at the back row, 'cause others are higher grade than me... Haiz... Humiliation...

The most horrified news is... Elmo knew we nick-named him as Elmo!!!! 囧！！！！！！ Doom! Maybe even Spider knew... Thanks to Vernicia... Haha! XD It's damn funny to let them know actually. I wish I can see that face when they heard us calling them like that! XD Anyway, I love Taekwondo! I'll put all my focus on it! Go Ashley! XD

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