I miss you

  I don't know what did I do to have such a miserable 2nd semester of my college life. Every thing just happened suddenly and I feel like I'm going to break apart soon.

  TM has been sticking to a jerk's ass recently and it hurts to see that our friend is following the wrong person. I mean, it's not wrong that she likes someone but out of all people why THAT jerk?! D: She can do better than this. Well, I guess they just suit each other.

  What I know now is TM isn't the person we used to know. I feel so hurt when I knew things that she did that hurt all of us as close friends. I even cried in his arms when I heard all these horrible things she did. But to be honest, I don't fully believe in what I heard. Well don't get me wrong, it's just I want to know the truth and I wish to hear all of these from TM herslef. I seriously she will just come up to us and say it.

  Well, when the time comes, I seriously don't know how to react to that. Will I forgive her or not? I don't know... If what I knew were true, then I possibly might not forgive her. Or maybe forgive her but I woudn't forget what she had done. But honestly, I really do miss her. It was like 2 weeks or so since she followed that piece of shit around. How I hope that jerk didn't do or say anything to her that could change her.

  Actually after I have calmed down, I was thinking maybe she did care for us. Most of the time she was thinking of us just she was talking something bad about us behind our backs. I'm still not sure what she had done but if this was really true, then I can just say this might be her way of showing that she cares for us. She spent so much time with her till she can see our flaws and observed us all these 6 months.

  If that jerk really did do something to her, I'll stab him a thousand times and make him feel the pain we expereinced. I might even hit her but will still give her a helping hand after that. TM, we are always here for you if you need us back although we might hate you for what you've done. But, feel free to come home anytime. We know you have your own hardships and we hope that you can share with us so that we can help you. You really don't need to get other people's reaction like that jerk to hear you out and say something nice that poison you. If you fall, we'll be your safe zone behind catching you from the fall. We miss you TM. We really miss you. Especially WL... She cried for you so much. Please, don't hurt her any further...