OMG!!

Recently i'm car-pooling with GuoHong, one of my black belt senior in my taekwondo lesson. Fyi, that's not the arrangement I want though. And after Wednesday night fetching him home from taekwondo lesson, my mum came to like him a lot. She sais that he's very matured, as a lower 6 student. Sighs... I don't know what'll happen next after my mum takes interest in knowing more about him. Is my doomsday coming? I wonder...

And the worsy thing now is, XingLong saw me talking to GuoHong and becae moody after that. This happened on Monday night. XingLong seemed bothered. Maybe it's 'cause I disturbed the class since I asked GuoHong about who's fetching me back home after the lesson. If I'm not mistaken, he heard it. 'Cause he just looked up at me when i asked. Sighs... This is getting me really bothered. I don't want him to misunderstand anything between me and GuoHong! As you know I like him, not GuoHong!! D: after the lesson I was talking to Dannie and waiting for GuoHong to finish off tidying up the place. I was waiting for him by his car. I thought he'll be coming out soon but who knows that XingLong came out first!! D: we looked at each other. When GuoHong came he turned to his car. Does he hate me now...? I don't want this to happen!! If he really feel bothered about this he should just tell me and I'm sure that that's the sign that's he's telling me that he likes me. I just wated to tell him that i like him!! I don't have the guts to make the first move that's why I'm waiting.

The thing now is... He doesn't smile at me anymore. He didn't even really talk to me. These made me started to miss his cheerful smile and the days we kept arguing. Oh no... I don't want this to get worsen but my mum just said in front of me and GuoHong that next time I should sit in front, means right beside him!! D: this is making the situation worse!! Dr. Dannie help me... T^T... I really don't know what to do now...

An Outsider Entering My Life

Coincidences are really scary. My parents found out that one of my senior, one of the black belt gang is my neighbour! D: Oh no!!!!! My dad met him at the park near our house. What a coincidence huh?! And now the worst thing has come... My parents planned to make me car pool with him to taekwondo! This is driving me insane!!! D: I didn't expect this will happen!

Somehow I feel like car-pooling with him since it's more convenient than the schedule we have right now. Thanks to my parents' activities and business... == But the thing is this is embarrassing! >///
So people... I need help here to analyze which is the best schedule for me. Should I give up my pride and car pool with him? Or should I give up my time to keep moving from my grandma's house and my house? Sigh... This is really a big dilemma for me...

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Taekwondo Thanks

I got my result for my Taekwondo examination yesterday. Well, although I just have been promoted to green belt, my grateful enough. Still, I always hope that i can get double promoted so I was kinda down... Luckily I didn't expect that high from the examiner since that day I screwed up everything so I didn't have a heart attack. :P

Erm... Actually this post is about my gratitude towards Dannie and Elmo... I was still OK at first but when i went back home I don't know for some reason my dad was disappointed about my performance. I called Dannie and talked about it.

In the center at first nobody clapped for me until Elmo asked them to do so, which is a big encouragement for me although it's just a big hand from everybody in the class. I wanted to thank him but I was too embarrassed to do so. I miss a good chance!!!! D: Anyway, thanks Elmo. I really wanted to tell you this one day when I have the courage to do so. I think I'll blush. :S Somehow I really think that it's not wrong to like you, isn't it? I know you don't and you might like someone else (maybe Dannie cause there are lots of things happening between them when I was away), but I'll still like you silently. I really appreaciate what you have done for me for this one time. Again, thanks. :)

After all this, I just tell myself that I'll work even harder to gain double-promoted next time. ^^

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