The purpose I want to write today is to tell this to everyone about this real-life story. It's so urgent that I wanted to share so much about this to everyone until I rushed home to write this post. I hope most parents will read this to know what your children are thinking. I mean some and maybe.
Dear parents,
Today I went to school only RM10 in my purse. I still can survive for sure, but things are getting expensive and the school needs us to pay lots of fees. Although I'm done with the school fees and most of the exercise books and paper copies' fees. I still don't have enough money to pay for the books for Chinese Literature. It costs RM26. As you know, I only left RM10. What can I do?
I told my class's treasurer that I'll pay after Chinese New Year. There's a reason for this that I told her that I'll pay so late. Seems like she's kinda pissed or something. Well, if it's me I'll feel like that too. She already waited for us so long to pay, and now I don't have the money yet. Plus, it's dangerous to hold on to the money eerywhere for so long. The teacher is also waiting for the money. Luckily, my teacher is the type of person who is still thinking logically and considerate. ^^
Now I tell you why I said that I'll pay after the Chinese New Year. Yesterday my dad said that he wanted to look at our spendings' record. I'm delighted and all ready for it. But who knows, suddenly fate wanted them to meet with their business clients. Everything just turned into a dream. I waited but only darkness, they were still not home. They should've gave us our allowance since the first day of the month. And look now what is the date? So it's better not to make a promise that I might not make it. Isn't it?
The second thing I'm writing it's about my best friend. I hope she can read this.
Dear friend,
This half-bottom post is for you and your parents. Today you cried to me, saying that no more drum in your life. I feel sory for that but I can do nothing. Plus you know I'm not good in comforting sad people. Haha! XD
You said you got to hate drum. But I don't agree with you. I don't want to explain to you at school 'cause I know if I explain to you on that moment you'll get even more upset and feel everything is unlogicable. To tell you the truth I think you shouldn't hate it. If you love it so much then why not learn it when you have your own money and staying away from your parents? Things are never too late. ^^
However, as your parents, they shouldn't break their promises as well. Maybe they just couldn't afford or they don't really agree to let you learn drum. Somehow I think they're afraid that you might get influenced by those punks in my world in the bands. Although they're worried for you, they should set you free to learn and chase your dreams, unleash your talent in drum.
I hope your parents realize that keeping your inside like a little flower is not going to help you. You have to brave every challenges in your life someday. They couldn't just tie you in their arms and be an obedient kid forever. Everyone has their dreams and things they wanted to do so much. It's like the air pressure, if you keep it, one fine day it'll just blast!
I know most of the parents now treat their children like that. Actually I read an article about parents being strict and all sorts of strange behaviour towards thier children. That's because when they were kids, they couldn't grant thier parents' wish. They regreted and so they hope we don't make the same mistake. Conclusion, this is caused by the environment and education of the family.
Today, I wanted to say sorry and thanks to lots of people. Actually I was thinking of how to confront you, but I couldn't speak up 'cause I did something sorry to you. I'm really sorry and hope you can speak up to me. I know you keep looking at me. Do you have the same thinking as me? If yes, please, lets talk it out. I wish we can be friends again.
Ok, I'm going to Taekwando class now. So I'll write till here. If anyone have something bother them I'm willing to help.
-馨_Don't Speak 被你着迷>孤单<-
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