Sacrifice

Hey guys. こんぱんだ♪ヾ(●ω●)ノ”フリフリ [back to writing English] It has been a long time since I last wrote as I was busy the last holidays with activities. m(｡･ε･｡)mｽｲﾏｿ-ﾝ It was fun in YES! Camp. ﾜｸﾜｸ♪o(^o^o)(o^o^)oﾜｸﾜｸ♪ It's a camp for youths to build their self-esteem level and their leadership. The theme of this camp is to appreciate our parents who have care for us and give us the knowledge and wisdom. From there, I've learned a lot. I realized that we should face any problems with all our might. The slogan of this camp is the sky is the limit. Fyi, my brother gave a some-sorta speech before leaving the camp as he left earlier than anyone else. Everybody had tears in their eyes listening to what my brother said. I'm sorry I can't write it down here 'cause it was really long and it relates to our personal matters. Honestly, I cried really hard that day with my brother. Well, the best part was we had fun and made new friends. ((o(・ω・)人(・ω・)o)) ﾅ･ｶ･ﾏ♪ I miss them now... 。・ﾟﾟ･(≧д≦)･ﾟﾟ･｡ｴｰﾝ!!

The worst part for my last holidays was I was actually forced to attend the camp and I needed to reject the invitation for going to the Chocolate Fair with Ryuu~! 《《o(≧◇≦)o》》ｲﾔｧｧｧｧ!!! But, I never regret to attend the camp 'cause it was really meaningful. It was worth going rather than spending time lovey-dovey with Ryuu... ｡･:*:･ﾟ★,｡･:*:･ﾟ♪☆LOVELOVE('∇^*)☆♪｡･:*:･ﾟ★,｡･:*:･ﾟ☆　Sorry Ryuu... ｍ(｡≧Д≦｡)ｍｽﾏｰﾝ!! I heard from Ryuu that the Choco Fair was the worst 'cause there wasn't anything special there. Btw, my conversation about the choco was heard by my two roommates who are younger than me a lot. However, they are grew up so fast that they know more stuff about relationship than me! ∑(￣ﾛ￣|||)なんと！？

As holidays are over, the hard school days arrived. The days of suffering of a school girl continues. I was rushing with my project. Finally I managed to rush everything off in time. (*´∇｀*) Unfortunately, I haven't attend my Taekwondo lessons for 2 weeks continuously! ｵｫｫｰｰｰ!! w(ﾟﾛﾟ;w(ﾟﾛﾟ)w;ﾟﾛﾟ)w ｵｫｫｰｰｰ!! And since something happened to Ryuu and I, we are both so busy to attend to our issues, we haven't talk nicely with each other for a long time. I think it has been a month or so? Ah... I miss him so much although he doesn't... 恋のｷｭｰﾋﾟｯﾄ(*ﾟｰﾟ)§ｼｭｯ!!━━━ →(*ﾟｰﾟ)ﾝ? (*￣(　　　　　)ﾁｭｳｳｳｳｩｩ♪ Well, my next Taekwondo competition will be up soon so next week I'm going for training for sure! Fight!!(ｏ＾-^)尸~''☆ミ☆ミ

Btw, can anybody answer me why Ryuu doesn't wanna tell me what problem is he facing now? I talked to him about this and I told him it's painful that he didn't treat me as a friend. He said it's not what I think and if I have knew why he couldn't tell me I won't feel pain anymore. He said I'll know about this sooner or later. He doesn't want me to misunderstand him. What is this all about?! ∑(￣ﾛ￣|||)なんと!?

两个月的美梦……结束了……

大家好……▼o･_･o▼ｺﾝﾆﾁﾜﾝ♪ 好怀念这里噢…… 好久没在这里写部落格了~! 希望再次和我的部落格见面不会太迟…… 对不起噢…… 抛弃了你……　ｍ(｡≧Д≦｡)ｍｽﾏｰﾝ!!

最近真的有好多事情发生…… 就那么两个月里，我和他一起两个人出去也有两次了…… 不过现在那些我们一起度过的日子也只是一场好梦…… 没办法…… 只能怪我们没缘啦…… 最痛苦的是…… 我竟然无法忘记他…… 我们又没有交往…… 为何我会那么不舍得我们共同的回忆? 我也不懂…… 我到底对他有何感觉…… 不过这些也都不重要了…… 就像他说的…… 付出≠回报…… 而我就是为他默默付出了大概一年了…… 可是他喜欢的人不是我…… 我也没办法…… 只好放弃了…… 一起在以前跆拳道练习的地方谈心…… 现在那个地方被租主拿回来了，说不租了…… 一起到半山腰坐下来说笑的地方，一起吃晚饭的地方，玩手指的地方，离对方最近的地方…… 也只是一场梦…… 这场梦实在是太美了…… 就是因为太美，才不会永久吧……? 太美的东西不属于我…… 或许属于你吧，我的朋友? 看到你们即将幸福，我也只好放弃去追求…… 默默地为你们祝福…… 在一旁看着你们幸福…… 再见了…… 我曾经如此爱惜的人……