Memorable Day · 续

大家好。这应该是我第二次用华文写部落格了。呃……先告诉大家这个续篇不是很好的一篇噢……

还记得我说过我想我喜欢的人拿到了电话号码吗？对了，现在正因为此事而出现了大麻烦！囧 其实我也不知道我做了什么让我的好友生气了。我是不是真的迷糊到一个不行？连最亲、最好的朋友生气了也不知道为何，我实在是一个失格的朋友啊…… /o\……但是我再怎么绞尽脑汁去想，我还是不知道我哪里做错了？我哪里触犯到她了？囧

自从有了这个男生的电话号码，我们两人的关系就有点起伏不定。他的影响力果然很大呢！（冷笑）我知道她是一番好意要把我们俩凑在一起，但是她忽然有了他的号码后就……老实说是有点滥用它了。而且我还没做好心理准备接受任何打击嘛！囧！

这件事是这样开始的：
我的好友告诉他在学校里发生的事。当然，别说是他了。若是我，我也一定会觉得奇怪为何要告诉我这些事情呢？她就说“用你的心来想”。这对我和他都实在是太难懂了。当然，我很感激她想让他知道我对他的情感，但是他都不喜欢我，他怎会想到那里去呢？我知道这件事后，我马上告诉他若我朋友说了什么奇怪的话，请不要介意。他告诉我没事，让我脑里打转了。就因为我对他那么说，我的好友就生气了。她说我的一句话让他一头雾水。可能会让他以为我的好友喜欢他，不是我。她的名声也会因此而被我破坏了。

就这样今天我们没什么说到话。我也不明白为何她那么生气。对我来说，这只是一件小事啊……为什么变得那么复杂了呢？为什么一个男生就可以搞扎我们的友情呢？我不相信我们的友情是那么脆弱的！我多么希望时间可以为我而倒退，但是这是不可能的事，也是不应该做的事。现在我只能靠我自己的双手解决这件事情。现在我不知要如何面对他们了……

有些人可能认为我应该向神祈祷，求他给我一臂之力。但是我不相信神真的存在着。命运是有我们自己的双手而创造的。我们做了的事，就要负起这个责任。

可能这个星期我不会去跆拳道练习了……要说逃避也罢。我承认我确实在逃避。但是我只能现在暂时躲在家里，我一定会把这件事搞清楚。我想她现在一定不想见到我，所以不去也是对的吧……？或许她永远都不想看到我了呢……？为什么做人就是那么痛苦？

Memorable Day

Yesterday is the first time I asked a boy's phone number myself. It was a brand new feeling that made my heart beat so rapidly that I could've just fainted on the spot! Well, it seemed hard to ask for it at first but thanks to my fellow friends that I could pull al my courage together and strife for it. Really thanks to you guys. ^^

Although I got teased when I asked for his number, I was really excited that I got it at last. Could it be a step closer to him now? I wonder... I guess this is the power of love? :D

Today when I showed his name card to my friends they laughed hysterically. However I wasn't embarrassed or anything. Somehow I felt that I've changed. I no longer care ones' looks. Although he might not look that good, I still like him a lot. For some reason...

Dannie printed out the Horoscopes. It was fascinating. ^^ It matches any one of us. It was kinda true there. But the disappointing part is my relationship will be very unstable if I couldn't change my attitude towards him. So, for the sake of having him, I got to change... Sighs... Love is just a hard thing...

Story of Specs

I still remember the day I participated my first Taekwondo competition in my lifetime. Dannie and I were on the bus and by my side was the nice view of Penang looking from in the bus at the Penang Bridge. The sky was pale purplish blue with flaming red from the Sun shining from the back of the mountains. We were both listening to music as loud as possible to cover the annoying voices of the kids on the bus.

That time I was like, "why are these kids so noisy? Can't they just keep their voices down and behave?" As usual, this is a thinking of someone who left the children ages. I remembered that I went back home with Dannie 'cause my parents didn't know the road to the venue... I admit it was really hard to go there. What I can describe is, from there I could see Penang Island from this part of the mainland. If you swim here, you could've reached earlier than coming here by bus. D:

That night was really tiring. There was a little boy in the car with us too. Dannie's mum asked him about his specs. Honestly, it was a pair of glasses that I'll never wear it! That was the glasses I have when I was Standard 4! D: Gosh!!!!! But who knows, he said that this specs is a sign that you'll be a doctor or a scientist in the mere future. Everybody gone bonkers and laughed as hard as we could. But now when I thought of it, why do we become so self-conscious? When we are still little, we don't care about fashion or how people see us. Why do we forget about the heart and mind we had as a child, the pure mindset we had? I wonder...